YEP. today i wanted to sleep and dream forever because I had nothing to look forward to when I am awake. How sad.

A very short lesson in Psychology:

ohsnapitsjackie:

• When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
• When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
• When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
• When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
• When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
• When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
• When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you

(Source: shyieesolove, via laugh-learn-smile)

I feel super lost right now.. i still haven’t figured out what I really want to and what I really love to do, sometimes you don’t really get to figure out ‘ur life’ in college as some people say. 

I mean I am now super into fashion and beauty.. nails and stuff.. but every girl does right.. I am not sure if I would be able to pursuit a career related to those kind of things.. but I guess I am going to stick with whatever i m studying right now… it would be quite a decision to make.. 

whoslovinyou:

“Oh God no.  We had many talks about that (his looks).  He had that inner light and he always considered himself to be extremely ugly.    He said he’s not a handsome man.  ‘That’s why I don’t do interviews and I don’t go on talk shows.’  He said ‘First of all, I don’t lead an interesting life, I work all of the time’ (and that’s what he did, he worked all of the time).

He never did really understand that he had that inner light.

Sitting and talking to Michael I would look into his eyes and I could see for 1,000 miles.  He had these most incredible eyes.  They come off good on film, but nothing like in person.  When you’re actually sitting across there looking at him.  Those eyes were unbelievable.  There were times it would just stop me in my tracks and there were times I’d be around him where I’d kind of forget who he was and then it would dawn on me….’I’m sitting here next to Michael Jackson.’  I never really got over that.  There were times he would do these quick little step things and they were like lightening.  It was just so quick, so precise and just amazing.” - David Nordahl

(via mjjnews)